Sunday, June 23, 2013

Preparation Precedes Power


Here's my farewell talk:

Imagine that you are at The Metropolitan Opera Concert Hall. There are thousands, upon thousands of people gathered to hear you play Mozart’s Piano Concerto No. 9 in E Flat Major. You are dressed in your best, and as you walk on stage, all eyes are on you. You pull out the piano bench, sit down, and place your hands gently on the keys. The audience holds their breath; the room filled with a thick fog of silence. Everyone’s anticipation is peaked, and they are waiting a beautiful first note.

Farewell at Church
(wearing her Japan dress)
And then….nothing. Your hands are shaking, sweat drips down your nose, and it feels like somebody is trying to play Cat’s Cradle with your stomach. You haven’t practiced your piece. You don’t even know the first note. You are not prepared, and thus, cannot preform.

Although this is not a very realistic story, it does demonstrate the importance of preparation. If you had practiced Mozart’s Concerto a thousand times, then playing in front of The Metropolitan’s audience wouldn’t be nearly so frightening. Being prepared endows us with a certain sense of confidence and inner strength. As it reads in D&C 38, “if ye are prepared ye shall not fear.” In other words, Preparation Precedes Power.

I have come to understand that God is a God of Preparation, and that Preparation is an eternal principle.  Heavenly Father prepared this Earth for us, and He prepared a way for us to return to Him. He is preparing mansions in heaven for us, and He prepared a way for families to be together forever. If Jesus Christ commanded us to be “even as I am” then doesn’t that mean we should be prepared?

So, we should be prepared, but what does that mean? What should we be prepared for? There are many things we have been commanded to prepare for – we should prepare for the last days, that this life is the “time to prepare to meet God,” that we should be prepared and have food storage – but today I would like to talk about spiritual preparation.

In Alma 49, Captain Moroni was anticipating an attack from the Lamanites, so he fortified his weakest cities, Ammonihah and Noah, “in a manner which had never been known among the children of Lehi” (Alma 49:8).  Under his direction, “ the Nephites had dug up a ridge of earth round about [Ammonihah and Noah] which was so high the Lamanites could not cast their stones and arrows at them that they might take effect” (49:4). Thus, because the Nephites had prepared, they had “all power over their enemies” (49:23).

 In the same way, we must build our own “ridges of earth” by doing that which we know to be right – going to our church meetings, praying, reading our scriptures, keeping the standards laid out in The For Strength of Youth. With each commandment we are obedient to, we are adding another pile of dirt to our protective walls, making them higher and higher. Like Captain Moroni, we must fortify our weakest cities, or in other words, we must prepare ourselves against the “stones and arrows” of Satan. Preparation brings power, but it also brings protection.

If we are not prepared against Satan’s attacks, we will figuratively be bringing a knife to a gunfight. Or, in the case of the Lamanites, wearing loincloths to a breastplate battle.  Brothers and Sisters, we must prepare NOW. If we make the choice to keep the commandments NOW, when we are put in trying situations, we already know what our decision will be. We will have the power and strength to say no if someone offers us a cigarette, or urges us to cheat on a test, or whatever it might be, because we have already made those decisions. We will have the power we need, because we were prepared.

During my Winter Semester at BYU, I took a Missionary Preparation class. One of the exercises our Professor had us do was roleplaying – this entailed teaching a lesson from Preach My Gospel to a fellow classmate as if they were an investigator. The very first week, I arrived ready for a lecture, only to discover that I had completely forgotten about that day’s roleplaying assignment! I was supposed to teach a lesson, but I was completely unprepared! As I struggled to teach my “investigator,” I also struggled to feel the Spirit. The lesson was a mess, and the investigator came away with more questions than answers. This experience taught me that the Spirit cannot properly help us teach if we have not first properly prepared ourselves. And as The Lord said, “If ye receive not the Spirit ye shall not teach.”

As teachers and as missionaries, we should seek to prepare spiritually before teaching – that means preparing our lessons and preparing ourselves. D&C 11:21 states, “Seek not to declare my word, but first seek to obtain my word, and then shall your tongue be loosed; then, if you desire, you shall have my Spirit and my word, yea, the power of God unto the convincing of men.” Thus, before we “declare [God’s] word” we must “first seek to obtain [it].” In a sense, we have to do our research. We have to practice the piano before we preform. We must learn about the gospel and gain a personal testimony of its doctrines before we can teach with the full power of the Spirit.  We cannot teach that which we do not know. And we cannot know that which we do not live. In essence, preparation is something that is ongoing. Just like the building of Captain Moroni’s wall, it does not happen overnight. It takes effort, and it takes time.

Preparation suddenly became a priority for me on a sunny October morning when President Monson said these words:

“Today I am pleased to announce that able, worthy young women who have the desire to serve may be recommended for missionary service beginning at age 19, instead of age 21.”

Ever since I was young, I’ve had the desire to serve a mission. However, it always seemed to be something in the distant future that I might or might not get to do, depending upon if I met “the One.” But with the age-change, the prospect of serving a mission was not a matter of years away, it was a matter of months.  It certainly changed my life.

My life changed again, four months later, when I read these words, also from President Monson:

“Dear Sister Weigl, you are herby called to serve as a missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. You are assigned to labor in the Japan Kobe Mission.”

Such an unexpected change in direction for my life could have been disastrous if I had not been living the way I was supposed to. If I had not been regularly attending church meetings, reading the scriptures daily, and upholding the standards in The For Strength of Youth, the call to serve would have found me completely unprepared, and maybe even unable. Luckily, that was not the case.

Brothers and sisters, I KNOW that if we are prepared, we shall not fear and that preparation does bring us power to do that which we can not do on our own.

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Monday, June 17, 2013

Called to Serve Him

I had been expecting my mission call to come on a Wednesday, but it didn't actually come until that Friday. I knew I was going to be anxious and impatient waiting for it to come, but it was even worse than I imagined! Anyone who has received a mission call can probably understand my impatience. When it finally arrived, I had a whole bunch of people over in my dorm's lobby. It felt like the whole stake was there! Emily Goehring, Molly, Katie, Kallina, Leo, Ariana, Brad...it was almost like being at home! I've got to say, that the experience was even more special because I had everyone there to support me! My mom and dad were on skype (which is somewhat of a miracle, since they don't have any clue how to use technology), Sydney skyped in as well on my iPad. Even the entire Johnson family was there too, on my roommate's laptop! Amanda, Andy, and my grandparents were on three different cell phones. I loved the immense show of support and was really touched!  


Opening My Mission Call at BYU
Friday, 15 February 2013
(She's saying, "Kobe, Japan")
I spent the hour or so before opening my call reading my scriptures and watching the First Vision video on youtube. I wanted it to be a special experience. But most of all, I wanted to have a spiritual confirmation that where I was called was the place I was supposed to go. I REALLY wanted to go to Japan, and if I was called somewhere else, I wanted to make sure that I would be okay with that. A few days earlier, I stumbled upon this scripture:  "Wherefore, go ye and preach my gospel, whether to the north or to the south, to the east or to the west, it mattereth not, for ye cannot go amiss"  (D&C 80:3).  That was exactly what I needed to hear! It's not so much about the place, as it is about serving! When I began opening my call, my heart was pounding so hard. My hands were shaking. And as soon as I read that I was going to Japan, I started crying. I just felt this wash of emotion. Not only because that was where I wanted to go, but because I KNEW IT WAS RIGHT. I can't really explain it properly with words. 


Almost in Tears to be going to Japan

I am so excited to be a missionary. It has been a long term goal of mine. In fact, I have always known I was going to serve a mission. It has felt right for such a long time, that when the announcement came, I didn't have to even think about it. I love the Lord, and I love this Church. I testify of its truthfulness. To those of you who might be confused about why I would put my personal life on hold for 18 months (school, friends, family, and of course, boys haha), the only answer I can give you is this: I know this Church is true. It is my strength and compass. I know with all my heart that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Redeemer and that He died so that I might return to Him someday.  I love this gospel and my Father in Heaven with all my heart, and I want to share this beautiful knowledge with the people of Kobe. 

Of these things I testify, in the sacred name of Jesus Christ, amen.



Video of me opening my mission call (click here)